Okay, fine, I give the fuck UP.

[apocalypsos]

I'm seriously starting to think that Fate just wants me to be working overtime in a crappy CD factory always barely scraping by, just so I can go home to my empty apartment and stare at a wall alone for the rest of my fucking life.

*cries*

Comments

[paradisacorbasi.livejournal.com]

I know that feeling.

And I know you deserve better.

I wish I could do more than say words meant to be comforting.

Hang in there, hon.

[lilacsigil.livejournal.com]

Aaargh, that's a bad place to be. And the more pressure you put on yourself, the worse you'll feel. Chill, do something else you enjoy, let the creativity sneak up on you. (okay, so my writer's block lasted 5 years, but it got better in the end.)

[cdybedahl.livejournal.com]

It's just so that you'll have something to talk about in interviews after you get rich and famous.

[rani23.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie -- what happened?

[coolgrin.livejournal.com]

Awwww. Hugs. Tell Fate to screw herself.

[septembergrrl.livejournal.com]

What happened?

But whatever it is, fate won't do that to you. *hugs*

[erinlin.livejournal.com]

Hang in there, darlin'. *hugs*

[svilleficrecs.livejournal.com]

*hugs* It gets better. Hang in there.

[silmaril.livejournal.com]

Would you accept a hug from a total stranger at this point?

It will get better.

[lotesse]

*hugs*

[budclare.livejournal.com]

The way I see it, if you want to have a really awesome life, you have to have a really sucky life first. To balance it out, see? At least that's what I'm hoping. ;)

We are, of course, ignoring all those assholes who are rich and spoiled their whole lives. Though they often don't seem to be all that happy, which could prove my point.

And damn Supernatural for returning "awesome" to my vocabulary. *sighs*

[slashfairy.livejournal.com]

hell.

i got some ideas i could share. they ain't easy, but they got me out of some dead-end shit and through school and into some better stuff...

[scary-being-me.livejournal.com]

*HUG*

It will get better. I was stuck in crappy, dead end jobs until I was 34; then things suddenly turned around.

aw, honey.

[kormantic.livejournal.com]

It just feels like that now. Your next day off, you send out some resumes and you work on your novel and you stay in and watch tvlinks and plan and catch up on sleep.

This is just a moment (a very fucking long moment) that you will eventually get through.

[angry-geologist.livejournal.com]

Hope you feel better soon... if you need a break, I'm not that far, and I have a couch.