apocalypsos | Urgh.

So I'm staying home from work today to clean. Which sounds like skipping, except the place is an absolute disaster area and I think it's contributing to the downswing I've been on, where I lie in bed until right before I have to go to work before getting ready, and then come home and crash, and suddenly it's a month later and I haven't edited or written a damn thing even though I really really REALLY want to.

So, yes. Today is for cleaning all of the things and acting like a motherfucking adult, because if I don't I'm just going to end up wallowing and being useless for even longer.