Well, I finally wrote SOMETHING.

[apocalypsos]

I just spent the last two hours writing a detailed account of the drama that led to me moving back to Pennsylvania and fifteen minutes with my finger hovering over the keypad debating whether or not to post it.

*headdesk*

(I got it off my chest, right? No one says I have to go public in a flocked capacity with it, right?)

EDIT: Aw, hell. *saves content, deletes post*

One of these days I'll get the cojones to post that thing.

Comments

[florahart]

Yes, but drama is fun.

Except for when it's from one's soon to be ex being a moron on a near-daily basis. Actually, no, that's kind of fun, too, as long as one can get past the headdesking.

Heh.

[anavrinny.livejournal.com]

Who doesn't love drama?

Don't worry, I don't have the balls to post stuff like that either. Lately I've been trying the whole private post thing, which might be a baby step to putting meaningful things on my LJ at last?

Hm, I had a point, I think it went away... oh yeah "eventually,you can do it *pompoms* etc"

[trishalynn.livejournal.com]

Agreed. Though most of the time, I think that any "security" on LJ can ultimately be compromised, having private posts for yourself isn't a bad thing.

Oh, and anavrinny? You don't have to put meaningful posts on your LJ if you don't want to. If you really don't want anyone to read your business but you still want to write it down, I recommend keeping an offline journal. It could be a computer one or it could be a pen-and-paper one. I keep one to journal about private mental struggles.

Why you moved back

[harmonyfb.livejournal.com]

You weren't being pursued by supernatural bad guys while in a desperate search for the chinchilla of your dreams a family member, were you? ;)

[magickly.livejournal.com]

I know you you feel. There's some stuff that's just too hard to post.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

I feel like I'm bashing people I used to be friends with (which I'm trying desperately not to) or like I'm trying to start a fight (which God knows I'm not, although I think everybody's problem in the whole situation was that no one wanted to get into a confrontation), but I just want to finally get it off my chest because it hurt that damn much and so between all of that, pushing the "Post to journal" button is HARD.

*has headache*

[leiascully.livejournal.com]

♥ You are brave and wonderful! At least you've got it written down. I find that helps.