Fine, I surrender.

Sooooo I think I'm looking for another job.

I like the at-home position, but the pay situation is just not working out at all. I am behind on every single one of my bills, my cell phone's been shut off for two months, my rent went up, my electricity is scheduled to be shut off in two days unless I can come up with $92 I don't have and I don't have faith that the assistance program I contacted is going to help, and getting a roommate is the last resort to end all last resorts. (Considering my history with roommates, I get panic attacks just thinking about someone else living here.)

So, whether I like it or not, I need to find a different job. Which sucks, but I'm backed into a broke-ass corner.

*sigh*

I need help.

I still haven't heard back from the assistance program I got in touch with about helping me keep my electricity on, and I have to pay the amount due by tomorrow to keep it on. I'm planning on looking for a new job so this ridiculousness can stop and I can go back to actually being able to pay my damn bills, but for right now:

(I do want to put out a preemptive thanks to anyone willing to help, or anyone who just wants to send good thoughts or whatever, just in case I do my usual absent-minded routine and forget to say thanks until, like six weeks from now. At which point I feel guilty about waiting so long and have a hard time doing it. *hugs all around*)