I'm thinking of taking another FMLA day.

[apocalypsos]

I just ... I spent most of the weekend lying in bed or napping. And I still want to nap. That's usually a pretty good sign that my depression's acting up -- when all I want to do is lie in bed and do nothing.

It doesn't help that yesterday when I was talking to my mom about getting another job, she started going off about how people always think about the grass being greener on the other side and how my job pays well, doesn't it, and blah blah crybabycakes. The thing is, I haven't told her about the alprazolam, or about the FMLA, because I'm pretty sure she'd be really pissy and dismissive of me getting FMLA because of depression.

And for added fun, yesterday I checked to see when I finished the first draft of Heroine Addiction just out of curiosity. It was November 30th, 2009. And we're still polishing. It's not making me feel very good right now, if only because I really have a lot of faith in this one and it's just sort of ... you know, there.

So, yeah, not in the best of moods today. And it's either this, or I quit.

FMLA day it is, then, I guess. *sigh*