*sigh*

[apocalypsos]

I think my shitty taste in everything and I are going to go bang our heads against the wall one of these days, honest to God.

In related news, I may get drunk and recap Pulse later. You know, if I can afford alcohol.

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Okay, so laptop cleaned up and packed and FedEx called to arrange for a pickup today. I'm really not looking forward to this withdrawal, even though I've been using ye olde broken desktop for the past couple of days, because there's no way I'm getting the bastard back for about a week.

And I had to leave a note in the box because I forgot to mention to customer service that the CD drive's been randomly popping open and I don't know if they can fix that or not, because I sure as hell can't.

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I'm wavering right now over whether or not I should drop out of spn_harlequin and reel_spn. I mean, I really really want to write both stories, not to mention how bad I feel about dropping out of anything, but at the rate I'm going I'm having a hard enough time writing a damn shopping list, so stories themselves are suffering.

Not to mention the fact that I really want to get back to working on my original fic, which I've been slacking on, and talk about feeling bad about something. The Walking Dead of Wilkes-Barre is halfway done. The third and fourth books are both a quarter of the way done. Really, if I'd just get up off my ass and work, it wouldn't take that long to finish them. Plus, I've got other story ideas floating around in the back of my head that I haven't even gotten to plan out.

I just ... BLARGH. That's how I feel mentally all the time these days (not helped by dead pets, hospitalized relatives, lack of money, and random harshing of squees).

I need a vacation or something and the way it's going now I may not even be able to afford the one time this year I'm planning on doing anything other than sit in my apartment and mope.

Urgh. I think I may go up to my parents' house today and use their new hot tub. God knows I need to relax SOMEHOW.

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My great-uncle went in for a heart catheterization the other day and they've kept him in the hospital so they can do a double bypass. And maybe a triple bypass. Or a quadruple bypass.

*headache gets worse*

Comments

[moire2.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about your uncle. You and your family are in my thoughts.

[katbcoll.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I hope your great-uncle recovers quickly.

[jira-rd.livejournal.com]

Oh god, don't do Pulse.

It really is terrible. REALLY terrible.

Although alcohol might help.

http://www.badmovieplanet.com/3btheater/b/bloodfreak.html - There's a link to a really bad movie as well. I need to see it.

[jira-rd.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I hope your great-uncle gets better. I totally missed that when I read your entry the first time.

[girlwiththebook.livejournal.com]

I'm starting to think you should do a PayPal thing where you get people to pay you to do drunk recaps of movies. Considering I think you're recaps are possibly one of the best things ever, I'd be willing to pay your alcohol stipend (or part of it, for all I know you could have the tolerance of an elephant.)