Comic-Con (or any con, for that matter)

[apocalypsos]

You know, I'm always happy for people who get to go to cons and get their stuff signed and meet the actors and whatnot. God knows that's always fun, and I hope everybody I know has a good time at things like that.

But ... I don't know. Lately it's just another one of those things I wish I could do and can't afford to. I can't go to anything right now without a miracle, so inevitably I just feel jealous. Which sucks, really, because I don't want to ruin it for anybody else. But I feel like crap and like nothing's ever going to happen for me (even though I will and I know it and I know I need to stop kicking myself in the ass like that) and like I'm just going to be this ginormous lonely failure for the rest of my life and WOE.

Woooooooeeeeeeeee.

On the other hand, still have my gigantic lollipop. :)