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[apocalypsos]

You know, I seriously should not get up at least once a week, and usually on Monday, thinking, "You know, if I was a good employee, because someone is on vacation/someone's going to training/there'll be a shitload of work when I get there because someone else was a lazy jackass, I'd go to work early today." And then follow it up by guilt-tripping myself into getting there bright and early and helping out.

'Cause, seriously, how fucking stupid is that? My work ethic and the part of my brain that loathes my job with a fiery passion need to powwow, I swear.

EDIT: I may actually have two whole chapters of the TroNoWriMo story finished today, and I keep debating whether I should let someone read 'em or whether I should just wait until I get the entire bloody story finished. Urgh.