I am watching "Finding Nemo" ...

[apocalypsos]

... and am reminding that I have the same trouble saying "abominable" that Nemo does saying "anemone." Heh.

In other news, I think I may be very "meh" on Joss Whedn's new project. I mean, it's got Eliza so the part of me that's still questionably bisexual is all kerflaily, and I doubt I'm not going to give it a chance, what with it being Joss and all. But the plot description itself inspires no interest whatsoever in me, and if it were any other star and any other creator I'd probably avoid it like the plague.

And now, I'm seriously like ninety-nine percent sure at this point that I will walk into the doctor's office, tell them what's wrong with me, and they'll say, "Ho, yeah, that's depression," with that other one percent reserved for the MASSIVE amounts of worrying I always do that I'll walk in there, tell them what's wrong with me, and they'll say, "That's not depression, that's some ridiculously painful disease you'll die from in six months." My brain is a playground, y'all. *eye roll*

And I really do think that I made myself sick last night just being soooo worked up. I was already at a point where I was about two seconds away from crying over pretty much anything and everything last night, and then they started giving us really crappy orders, and then I had to deal with Operator Asshat and the other lady I don't like working with because she's very nice but also completely inept and just a tad condescending, and every time I have to deal with Operator Asshat AND somebody I have trouble working with I end up screwing up orders. They just stress me out THAT much.

So there I am quietly freaking the fuck out, and then I make the dumb move of getting in a car to go to lunch, which was just a bad idea.

And now I'm going to go back to sleep for a couple of hours, which really sucks because not only do I have to call a doctor sometime today but part of the understanding that I need to call a doctor at all was thinking that I definitely need to cut back on spending as much time as I do in bed. But, you know, still feeling a little weak and I have work tonight, so. *hands*

Comments

[wolfshark]

*hugs you tight*

[catystorm.livejournal.com]

I don't know if you've tried this yet; but St. John's Wort has been taking the edge off of the similar problems I've been having. I mean, it's not an absolute cure-all, but after just taking it for a few days I can make myself get out of bed again and focus a bit better than I have been the past few weeks.

*hugs*

[sweill.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetie. :::hugs:::

I did the same thing to myself the other night to the point I went home 'cause I was -gagging- from the migraine.

Be kind to yourself during this time, ok? Sleep if you need to, write lists if it helps get stuff done, remember we're here for you.

:::more hugs:::

[laceandgrace.livejournal.com]

*glomps you*

I wish I could just beat up all the mean people in the world for you. =(

[faith21.livejournal.com]

Oh I <3 that movie.

And I get what you're saying about Dollhouse, but I also felt the same thing when I heard "space western."

Hope things get better/go well with the doctor.