MONEY. I want some.

[apocalypsos]

-- I've decided that I get to see 2012 again when I finish the first draft of Heroine Addiction. That should get me motivated.

-- I haven't touched This Way To The Egress in days. I just can't bring myself to work on it when I don't have the first draft of Heroine Addiction done.

-- I'm watching season four of Project Runway on Bravo right now. I've forgotten so much about this season, seriously. I really need to pick up every season on DVD if only because even the bad seasons make me happy to watch. (I wasn't particularly happy with this season, and I was still so happy to have it.)

-- I feel weird admitting how much I feel like Becky snapping at Fritz the hook man anymore about SPN fandom even though I really don't want to. Everybody's got very viable complaints about it, don't get me wrong, but I'm at the point where it's my guilty pleasure, it's been my guilty pleasure for four years now, and I think I'm just tired of having the argument over how noninclusive the show is. Does it make me a bad person if I freely admit that it is, and that I know it is, and that I agree AND respect everybody's opinion on the matter, but I'm just ... done? Ugh, I don't know. It's like I officially shrugged it off as a lost cause a long time ago and the OH JOHN RINGO NO part of my brain has taking over my Thursday night 9 p.m. timeslot. It's the same part of my brain that gleefully skipped off to 2012 knowing full well it probably wouldn't (and didn't) pass the Bechdel test and just accepted that, admitted it makes me a bad feminist, and moved on.

Not that I'm saying other people should move on. Ick, I'm trying not to sound wanky, really. To each his or her own, basically, and more power to everyone. Me, personally, though? There's a reason it's my guilty pleasure. It's the same reason I eat Cheetos and Pepsi for breakfast some days. I know it's bad, and bad for me, but it makes my lizard brain happy.

Comments

[wrenlet.livejournal.com]

I think I'm just tired of having the argument over how noninclusive the show is.

I began getting snappish about that when it started being some people's FIRST reaction, and I get kindof irate when it's people's ONLY reaction, period, full-stop, fingers-in-the-ears-I-can't-hear-you.

"Actually, in this ep you're factually wrong ab-" "LA LA LA LA LA MISOGYNY!" Argh.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

I feel about misogyny-in-SPN arguments the way I feel about why I can't live with my parents. It's the same argument all the time and it's not wrong. You know what? I am a slob. I'm sorry, but yelling at me about constantly isn't going to change it. I wish it would, but God knows it hasn't worked yet.

... ahem.

But, yeah. Seconded.