I should probably add, in reference to the incident I mentioned before ...

[apocalypsos]

... that if I really wanted attention, I would have walked directly up to my dad as soon as I arrived, threw the nearest glass of liquid into his face, told him he was lucky it wasn't a rolltop desk, and left so that he would have had to explain to everyone that the rolltop desk in my bedroom was what he tried to throw at me when I flunked my first two college classes.

And thanks for the hugs, you guys. 'cause I needed those.

*hugs you all right back*

EDIT: I also spent most of today applying for financial aid and filling out a form for financing for a new (used) car (that will probably be turned down, but whatevs) and shooting off an email to a bankruptcy lawyer. So, you know, I got some stuff accomplished in between all the drama, even if I've barely edited Heroine Addiction today. Urgh.

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[allthelivesofme.livejournal.com]

the rolltop desk in my bedroom was what he tried to throw at me when I flunked my first two college classes

0__o

Okay, I am mentally whaling the tar out of your father right now because seriously, who does that? Ugh. *hug*

[eisoj5]

Oh, hon. :( *hugs* I'm so sorry about all the crap you've had to deal with lately. :(

[misachan.livejournal.com]

so that he would have had to explain to everyone that the rolltop desk in my bedroom was what he tried to throw at me when I flunked my first two college classes.

Jaysus And you know that when you finally get your book deal they'll go around taking credit.

I'm sorry this all sucks. These baby stingrays hope you feel better.

[laughingrat.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the lawyer, and the car, and the financial aid, and all of it. Now I gotta go read that earlier post, but it sounds like your dad was unpleasant to you, and that's unacceptable. :(