![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
apocalypsosI needed that vacation, you have NO IDEA. For four days I pretty much avoided thinking about work or writing or lacking a social life. I wasn't able to completely ignore the fact that I'm out of shape and have no time to devote to losing the weight due to the fact that half of my stuff doesn't fit and it makes walking around the city in ill-fitting clothes a bit tiresome, but the rest of it I managed to avoid.
Aaaaan then I started driving home. And then I got here.
I have today off, but starting tomorrow I am working every day until the weekend at the day job from 11:00-7:30 and every day at Wegmans from 8:00-1:00 until Saturday night. Basically it's getting to the point where it's too much. I have no free time whatsoever (I haven't even been able to go back to the dentist to finish getting my teeth fixed in weeks) and I don't think I can handle it anymore and I seriously think I need to quit at Wegmans.
The thing is that I can't quit Wegmans. The money is enough to pay for my rent every month, which leaves me with some actual spending money. I've caught up on my bills. And it's not like I have to hold onto this job forever, just until overtime starts at my day job, which should be in a month or two. But I'm not sure I can wait a month or two.
UGH. I wish there were some other way that I could earn the extra money that didn't involve taking up all of my extra time and swallowing up any bit of creativity in my head and pounding my fucking sanity into the ground. I am in way too much stress right now and even the extra money isn't doing me a lick of good.
Aaaaan then I started driving home. And then I got here.
I have today off, but starting tomorrow I am working every day until the weekend at the day job from 11:00-7:30 and every day at Wegmans from 8:00-1:00 until Saturday night. Basically it's getting to the point where it's too much. I have no free time whatsoever (I haven't even been able to go back to the dentist to finish getting my teeth fixed in weeks) and I don't think I can handle it anymore and I seriously think I need to quit at Wegmans.
The thing is that I can't quit Wegmans. The money is enough to pay for my rent every month, which leaves me with some actual spending money. I've caught up on my bills. And it's not like I have to hold onto this job forever, just until overtime starts at my day job, which should be in a month or two. But I'm not sure I can wait a month or two.
UGH. I wish there were some other way that I could earn the extra money that didn't involve taking up all of my extra time and swallowing up any bit of creativity in my head and pounding my fucking sanity into the ground. I am in way too much stress right now and even the extra money isn't doing me a lick of good.
