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apocalypsos-- Went to the cafe to write. Ended up watching NMTB reruns on YouTube and playing mahjong instead.
-- Ran down to the Salvation Army and the Burlington Coat Factory to pick up new cheap clothes that actually fit for autumn. Got upset as soon as I got home because it's 85 and humid out and I definitely won't be able to wear all my new sweaters and dress pants anytime soon, which is half of the fun of clothes shopping.
-- Skimmed my usual sites out of habit. Ended up reading ONTD_P stories for a bit. Got even more upset.
-- Contemplated just calling up both jobs and quitting before I could think twice about it. Realized there's no way in hell I can do that. Got even MORE upset.
-- Started downloading Vincent and the Doctor because I recognize I need a good cry. Episode will not finish downloading for another hour and a half. Ugh.
-- Finally just cracked and looked up a toll-free depression hotline. May end up calling later.
FINAL SCORE:
DEPRESSION - 6
MY SOFT EMOTIONAL UNDERBELLY - 0
Uh ... woohoo?
-- Ran down to the Salvation Army and the Burlington Coat Factory to pick up new cheap clothes that actually fit for autumn. Got upset as soon as I got home because it's 85 and humid out and I definitely won't be able to wear all my new sweaters and dress pants anytime soon, which is half of the fun of clothes shopping.
-- Skimmed my usual sites out of habit. Ended up reading ONTD_P stories for a bit. Got even more upset.
-- Contemplated just calling up both jobs and quitting before I could think twice about it. Realized there's no way in hell I can do that. Got even MORE upset.
-- Started downloading Vincent and the Doctor because I recognize I need a good cry. Episode will not finish downloading for another hour and a half. Ugh.
-- Finally just cracked and looked up a toll-free depression hotline. May end up calling later.
DEPRESSION - 6
MY SOFT EMOTIONAL UNDERBELLY - 0
Uh ... woohoo?
