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apocalypsosThis upcoming weekend is Parade Day in Scranton -- more commonly known as Public Drunkenness Day; the fact that there's a St. Patrick's Day parade comes as a shock to some people considering you can't see the parade from most of the bars -- and I ... kinda don't want to go.
Which sucks, really, because I planned ahead for this weekend forever, and how it's my only drinking day since, like, October, and now I'm just like, "... meh." And it doesn't help that Jess has to work that day and won't be drinking or staying out very long at all, and I like her boyfriend a ton, but I'm not going to spend the day going to the bar with him while she's at work. (That could be because last Parade Day I puked on his hand. Um, oops?)
I think I'm just either thinking about school or the book, and everything else is just sort of going fuzzy around the edges in my attention span. "Wait, I'm supposed to be working? But I've got HOMEWORK and a MANUSCRIPT and nothing else matters, godfuckingdamnit."
One would think that was why I stayed home from work today, but ... okay, did you ever get up and just know that if someone says JUST the wrong thing you're going to throw a strop and burst into tears? Or maybe it's just me. Whatever, that's why I've got FMLA time, so I called off, and stayed home and got half of my algebra homework and one of my IT assignments done, and now I'm about to try and get my Books of Boggs outline started.
Also, for the record, I feel like I should state - since a few people have brought it up in the Amazon.com posts and I didn't want anybody to be out of the loop - that the agent-shaped person is no longer agent-shaped, as she recently closed her agency. Not that I'm not still being what I always imagine is an annoying needy nuisance, but still. Basically, I'm between agents. Now to figure out where that other agent I'm standing between actually IS ...
Which sucks, really, because I planned ahead for this weekend forever, and how it's my only drinking day since, like, October, and now I'm just like, "... meh." And it doesn't help that Jess has to work that day and won't be drinking or staying out very long at all, and I like her boyfriend a ton, but I'm not going to spend the day going to the bar with him while she's at work. (That could be because last Parade Day I puked on his hand. Um, oops?)
I think I'm just either thinking about school or the book, and everything else is just sort of going fuzzy around the edges in my attention span. "Wait, I'm supposed to be working? But I've got HOMEWORK and a MANUSCRIPT and nothing else matters, godfuckingdamnit."
One would think that was why I stayed home from work today, but ... okay, did you ever get up and just know that if someone says JUST the wrong thing you're going to throw a strop and burst into tears? Or maybe it's just me. Whatever, that's why I've got FMLA time, so I called off, and stayed home and got half of my algebra homework and one of my IT assignments done, and now I'm about to try and get my Books of Boggs outline started.
Also, for the record, I feel like I should state - since a few people have brought it up in the Amazon.com posts and I didn't want anybody to be out of the loop - that the agent-shaped person is no longer agent-shaped, as she recently closed her agency. Not that I'm not still being what I always imagine is an annoying needy nuisance, but still. Basically, I'm between agents. Now to figure out where that other agent I'm standing between actually IS ...
