I am completely and totally useless right now.

[apocalypsos]

DADDY!

Okay, is it really bad that I literally screamed, "Daddy!" when he showed up even though I totally knew he was going to be there? I blame the fact that I've been about ninety percent sure it'd be a dirty trick.

BUT IT WASN'T IT WAS THE REAL DADDY WINCHESTER AND HE HUGGED DEAN AND HE HUGGED SAM AND WHEN HE HUGGED SAM DEAN WAS ALL VERKLEMPT AND THEN THERE WAS THE SORT-OF FIGHTING TOGETHER AND MY GOD IT WAS LIKE THAT SEQUENCE HIT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY SUPERNATURAL KINKS EXCEPT THE ONE WHERE SAM MAKES THINGS MOVE WITH HIS MIND AND THEN MACKS ON HIS BROTHER BUT THEN DADDY HAD TO LEAVE AND EVERYBODY WAS ALL UPSET AND I AM NOT GOING TO STOP CRYING FOR THE NEXT HOUR OR SO.

I apologize, but that really did need to be all in caps. Seriously, you did not hear me completely spazz out during the last fifteen minutes, so now you have to deal with the version of my response that won't shatter your eardrums.

And GUN PORN THERE WAS GUN PORN WITH BOTH OF THEM OMG.

... I swear to God, I'll lay off the all caps soon. Just as soon as I say that OMG IF I KNEW MY DAD WOULD BE AWAKE IF I WENT THERE RIGHT NOW I WOULD SO GO UP TO MY PARENTS'S HOUSE AND HUG HIM SO HARD IT'D SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF HIM.

...

I know there's coherent thoughts in my brain somewhere about the fact that the demon is trying to get to John rather than Dean and Sam, and how Meg isn't a bad character so much as badly executed and acted, and how Dean responds to girls considering his worship of his mother's memory, and how maybe now the whole abusive-John shit can STOP NOW KTHXBI in fanfic (he's not abusive, damn it, he's just strict and can you blame him, GAH). But I can't reach the coherent thoughts because they're under the wave of utter bliss I'm feeling right now from the Winchester Family Hurt/Comfort Extravaganza and the utter woe I feel because Daddy left his boys and they left him so they could all be safe. I want to drown the demon in acid then dunk its head in lemon juice just for that. GOD.

And after that is Meg's turn. Yuck. Still making with the breathy, posturing line deliveries, I see.

The "Yes, sir"'s in unison just ... GUH. Talk about something purely designed to set my panties on fire.

When Meg mentioned "Something Michael Murray," I nearly died laughing. And you know what? Every since I read By The Letter by winterlive, I've wanted to punch Chad Michael Murray in the face with King Kong's fist. I didn't give a damn about him before that, and now I wonder how he'd feel if he knew he was hated solely for something he did in a slashy fanfic. *snickers*

Everybody continually calling Sam a perv made me keep yelling, "If he were really a perv, he'd be making out with Dean!"

Dean saying about how he wanted his family to come back together again and being thiiiiis close to tears, and then hugging John later, and then that look on his face when Sam hugged John, may possibly have been enough to make me spontaneously lose my virginity. I'm not sure, though. I'll get back to you on that.

Those two just keep walking into traps. HEE! Dumbasses.

Okay, so John's friend Caleb not just a munitions guy, but also investigative. (Or at least, I think that's who Dean mentioned. Somebody back me up on that?) Considering how often they've dropped the name now -- it's something like three times now -- he is so going to show up later.

The comment about John not needing to wear costumes to get the job done killed me. Because you know damn well John could get whatever the hell he wanted whenever the hell he wanted like for example if he wanted anything from me I am so fucking there. Hi, did I mention my humongous John crush? I did? Eeeeeexcellent.

SAMMY HUGGED HIS DADDY OMGYAAAY!

Sorry, I just had to do that one more time. :)

I love my show THIS MUCH. How old can the all-caps thing get? I don't know and I don't care. WINCHESTER LOVE YAAAAAAY!

I'm taping TAR. I may wait until tomorrow to watch it. Right now, I'm all wibbling and spazzy. Oh, my boys. *cuddles them both*

Comments

[exsequar.livejournal.com]

*flails around a lot* OMGYES. All the Winchestery stuff was AMAZING in this ep. The plot itself, not so much - I am really not a fan of Meg's, she's a craptacular actress and instead of loving to hate her (as villains should be - Kripke should hire Joss to write a villain or two) I just HATE her. And hate is not a fun emotion. She's a skanky whore. Blah.

But BESIDES THAT. Dean cried when Sammy hugged Papa omg. And I think I have leapt whole-heartedly on the Papa-love-train, because YUM. He is awesome and omg I heart him. Unlike you I thought it was the real papa... I didnt get the fake creepy vibe, I just thought he was busting with happiness to see his boys. Which he WAS, awwwwww.

*squishes them ALL* I was totally rooting for a group hug, lol. Or at least a Sam/Dean hug! *snaps* Darnit. Oh well. All the "I want you not to leave" stuff makes up for it! And GUN PORN!

Want torrentsssss....

[apetslife.livejournal.com]

Winchester Family Hurt/Comfort Extravaganza

If I can figure out how to put that on an icon, may I? Because OMG YES.

The look on Dean's face when Sam was hugging his dad. THE LOOK. I just about fell off the couch. Oh yeah, I love this show.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

*snickers* Sure, go ahead. :)

Yes, THE LOOK. Guh. That right there made me want to reach through the screen and hug him like crazy. Not in a "Later on, we'll have comfort sex!" kind of way, just in a "Aw, sweetie!" kind of way.

[scribblinlenore.livejournal.com]

Oh, my God, yes! YES! Everything you said about the three of them. When Sam and Dad hugged, the look on Dean's face just killed me. Really. I am typing this while dead.

I love this show so much!

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

The Look needs to be an icon. It doesn't even need elaboration. Just ... The Look.

Oh, GOD, do I need that torrent yesterday, because I need a shot or two of Daddy Winchester and wibbling Dean from this episode for iconing purposes THIS BAD.

[the-jackalope.livejournal.com]

Oh yes. So much love. And the looks, the I am so not having this girly moment cause we are Winchesters looks. I love this show. And I totally blame you for getting my into it you know, with your spazzing and flailing about hot boys.

[wer-bin-ich.livejournal.com]

This was the first episode I've seen. I like! I started to watch an episode last semester (it was the one where demons were possessing people on planes, causing them to crash), but I was stoned and it was freaking me out, so I had to shut it off. ;)

I think I'll keep watching. Even though I'm a bit lost on some things.

[fortuna-juvat.livejournal.com]

I didn't think it was even *possible* for the in-post flailing to rival Kermit's.

:)

I think Supernatural has turned you into a muppet. A boneless, pervy, happy muppet.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

I can absolutely swear that at no time in real life did I flail.

Not once.

...

*shifty eyes*

[porntestpilot.livejournal.com]

This fucking show is worthy OF ALL CAPS LOCK MY GOD.

I totally yelled DADDY! I almost wanted to take a shot. Dean, I love you, I love you more than Rodney McKay. I LOVE YOU AND THE WAY YOU LOVE SAM AND WERE ALL I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER AND OMG THIS IS THE BEST SHOW.

Right. Anyway. I LOVE THE SHOW.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

Oh, GOD, I love Dean. I already loved Dean, but now it's just ... Jesus, I want to train like crazy and invent interdimensional travel specifically so I can break through the barrier between this world and theirs and engage in snappy banter, hardcore hunting, and long exhaustive bouts of sex with him. Yes, this is how sad I am.

But, really, I don't think I can be blamed. He might be thinking with his downstairs brain most of the time, but deep down inside is that little boy who loves his daddy and baby brother and OMG LOVE.

[porntestpilot.livejournal.com]

It's not sad, I totally totally agree with you.

And LOVE LOVE LOVE. Dean = Love.

[xphoenixrising.livejournal.com]

Everytime I saw John, Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds started playing in my head.

Dean... Dean just got me right here *fistheart* after wanting his family back toghether, he sends Daddy away. For being thee most emotionally vulnerable in that family, he's also the strongest.

[wtfbrain.livejournal.com]

I really need to start watching this show with someone in the same room as me, because having to stay off LJ for an hour after everyone has seen it, and then watching it alone... Sad.

On the other hand, it's a good thing I don't have any pets, because I'm pretty sure they would think I was insane after all the yelling I did tonight, with the PAPA! and the DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE HIM SAM and the squeeing and awwing and crying and flailing and the... Well, you get the point.

BTW, the torrent is up.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

My chinchilla managed to not run in his wheel (which is incredibly loud) for the entire hour the show was on. I should give him a treat for that.

And YAY, torrent! Thanks for pointing that out! :)

[squee1123.livejournal.com]

i know i wasnt alone in saying outloud several times "Just say you Missed Sam and hug him, Dean, be done with it! You know you want to!"

AND YES...the gun cleaning totally had me going "omg...prOn."

Papa Winchester was on Grey's Anatomy as a patient that knew one of the doctors was hot for him...but honestly! How could you NOT be?! All three Winchesters just have those deep make-me-quiver voices...*shudders a bit more* I should really go to bed now.

[clex_monkie89.livejournal.com]

Yes. Yes on the Gun Porn and the Winchester love and the Hugs and Love and the MegHate and the Love and the DADDY! (Because I totally yelled it too) and everything.

I need to DL this ep now.

[foenix.livejournal.com]

If it makes you feel better, I'm sure they made mad Wincest to console each other after daddy drove off into the sunset.

[bailunrui.livejournal.com]

DADDY WINCHESTER! *spontaneously orgasms*

I have a bit of a crush too. :)

A dissenting opinion

[trishalynn.livejournal.com]

I... had to turn it off 3/4 of the way through. I don't know how you pervy Wincesters can do it. I was hoping that last night I could get into this show but... eh.

[veradeath.livejournal.com]

I am so very GUH because, it is CANNON that they said this to each other:

S: You must want something for yourself.
D: I want you.

I flailed and squeed and OMG JOHN WAS HOT. And Meg is an interesting concept, but isn't done well. Evol skanky whore, steppin' up on Dean's man(*snickers*).

THERE WAS SO MUCH GAY IN THIS EP!!!!!!!!!! They try and make Our Boys as straight as possible and fail miserably. Life is good, except for how we have to wait a MONTH for new eps. *kicks WB*

[marinarusalka.livejournal.com]

I will join you in the flailing and the capslocking, because MY WINCHESTER LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDS!!!! NO BOUNDS, I TELL YOU! AND DADDY WINCHESTER IS TOO HOT TO LIVE!

I don't know how I'm going to make it through the hiatus now. I'm just going to have to watch episodes over and over and over...

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

Daddy Winchester KILLS ME DEAD. He's one of the few men who's ever looked attractive to me with a full beard, and he loves his family THIS MUCH.

I plan to write as much fic during the hiatus as possible as a coping mechanism. I've only got one or two more fics to write in this fandom before I've officially written in it more than I have in any other, so it's the best withdrawal repellent I can come up with. ;)

[marinarusalka.livejournal.com]

I know! I don't even like facial hair on men, but on JDM it totally turns me on. And he brings so much warmth and charisma to the character, and his chemistry with JP and JA is AMAZING!

I've written five fics in the three months since I got into this fandom, and am plotting out another one. I only wrote six in the entire year preceding that. This show has eaten my brain, completely and totally.

[apocalypsos.livejournal.com]

I swear, on JDM I actually prefer the facial hair on him. On his Grey's Anatomy appearances, he's clean-shaven, and while he's still adorable, the facial hair makes him gruff and yummy. Plus, when Daddy Winchester gets all concerned about his boys, my hormones go into overdrive.

And dude, I wrote ten stories in this fandom last month alone. I figured it out and I ended up writing a fic every two and a half days in February, not to mention that following every episode for the past month, I've put out a fic in the next twenty-four hours or so. (I still have to write one based on "Shadow", but it's in here. *taps head*) I have a list of plot ideas still to write that's longer than my arm, I've got a handful already started, I've got two or three story ideas stewing in my brain after last night, and there may or may not be one or two Supernatural fics that I may or may not have gotten for ficathons I'm signed up for. Last year I wrote twenty-one stories altogether. This year it's only March 1st and I'm already up to fifteen (although three of those were Project Runway RPS and one was The 4400, but STILL). Fandom ate brain? Fandom ate brain!