Yeah, like I needed the validation.

[apocalypsos]

I'm doing a Powerpoint presentation on depression for my IT class and my speech class this upcoming weekend -- a presentation which I am currently in the middle of putting together -- and all it is doing is affirming my belief that I have been having a worse time of it with my own depression the past few weeks than I normally do.

I'm really just feeling absolutely miserable lately, and I know it's been affecting my ability to get up off my ass and get shit done, so I apologize to anybody who's commented or emailed me lately and hasn't received a response.

I suppose I should force myself to go take a shower and take a ride somewhere so I'm not curled up in bed wanting to nap, but I feel like anywhere I go, I'm just going to end up leaving too soon and it's going to be a waste of gas and time.

I hate this.

I fucking HATE this.