I'll catch up, damn it.

NaNo word count and ramblings on iblewupyourcar. I'm behind, but I'll get it back, y'all.

John Barrowman is exploring castles on HGTV. There's a delicious threat of him in a kilt, so it is a moral imperative that I stay awake and watch.

EDIT: Oh, sweet Jesus, not only is he wearing a kilt, he's going full-tilt with the accent. *spontaneously orgasms*

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If I could stop feeling so goddamn worthless all the time, that'd be really great.

(Granted, that's mostly the monetary sort of worthlessness, but ... you know, mostly.)

I'm going to go write until my ears bleed and remind myself that I can at least do one thing right.

Do you know what would make me happy?

This and this and this and this and this. And for somebody to write a J-squared story that features this shirt in some way, shape or form. And when I saw this shirt I thought that if Dean saw it on a girl he'd just smile and say, "Well, not yet, but I'd like to be."

I really should not be allowed to window shop when I have no fucking money. *headdesk*

I should also not be allowed to see eHarmony commercials when I'm feeling lonely. Because yes, I want to find someone, but no way I'm going through that.

Close enough for government work

I'm only a few thousand behind what I was two years ago in my word count, and I take that as a good sign because I won then. *crosses fingers*

And now I'm going to watch Deal Or No Deal. PLZ TO NOT BE JUDGING ME. I've been thinking so hard all day long and I need to watch something insipid, and holy Christmas, does this fit the bill. It's like the worst game of Memory ever except Howie Mandel's there and he won't stop grooming himself like a djinn.

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( Heroes commentary, edited as we go )

*****

I'm probably going to run out of cherry vodka by Wednesday night at the rate I'm going, and I only bought it a week ago. Okay, maybe I should stop buying cherry vodka unless I really want to become a raging alcoholic.

Wait, what'd he say?

( Spoilery Heroes question regarding tonight's episode )

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Heroes is over, which means now I theorize stuff.

( Long-winded yammerings about stuff from tonight's episode )